Well~ It's 5 AM and I really shouldn't be awake yet, but I just can't sleep... I have to warn you here~ early morning sleeplessness always means I am mulling things over, and my thoughts are coming directly from my heart.
A hundred to-do lists have been bumping around, and I have been constantly reminding myself to breathe these past few weeks. It feels like I have been stuffed inside a shoe box for the last 36 years... Now, I have finally kicked open the box and gulped in some fresh air, pulling moth balls from my ears and blinking at the bright sunlight. Exhilaration mixed with a tiny amount of pure terror is boiling around in my head. I find myself giddy one moment, and hyper-ventilating the next.
Luckily, I am too much of a dreamer to let a little terror get in the way! I am so pleased and humbled by all the responses that have been coming in, and the artists are so talented! I find it fascinating that such a wonderful, wide variety of beautiful, clever, comical artwork is being made from ordinary junk that others find useless. The fact that these humans have visualized and produced these creations just blows me away.
I feel so grateful and inspired by all that is happening, that I can hardly contain myself. My hubby has been SO supportive throughout this whole transformation. I can't believe how lucky I am to have landed right here, right now. I know he has to be as terrified as I am deep down inside, but he refuses to show that to me, and instead, he has been my ROCK!
So all I have left to say is, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
God~ The Universe~ my inner Goddess~ I don't care what label you use, all I know is that I have been nurtured and nudged and very much loved, and for that I am very grateful.
And as for Donnie and myself, we are ALL IN! We are doing this thing, and there ain't no plan B!
Life is GOOD!
My inner weirdo recognizes and appreciates the weirdo within you! Namaste~